The Hardest Time

The hardest times are those times when I'm alone. Lost in my thoughts...passion...lust for things I want but do not have...cannot have...like a prisoner locked away in a small cell...a dark cell...deprived of touch...love...a love that is equal to mine...a love that would move oceans and create new stars...I sit down to write and thoughts of him consume my mind...sometimes it's as if I'm possessed or if I've lived in a former life bound to this person...something there that draws me...and I can fight it ...the urge..the passion...most times....

But not when I'm alone. It's the hardest time.